7/4/03

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Hello... ;.;  I am really sad because of these e-mail Maja sent me T_T  It's a support group list for people who are trying to stop something called "Bonsai Kittens" they are kittens that are put in a glass bottles and fead through a straw untill they become the shape of the container, the animal never get's to come out and will be deformed for the rest of it's life!!!!  Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah that makes me soooooooooooo angry!!! >:O  If you want to help stop this please e-mail me!!  Hmmmmmm... well, besides that I'm quite excited about tomorrow, I'm leaving for Oregon.  Today my dad, sister, and I worked really hard to get ready for the trip, I'm pretty worn out cuz of that, plus having my monthly bill would contribute to that ^.^ <---------- (likes to kid around).  Today I have been really disturbed about a lot of things.  Besides the POOR kittens ;.;  Today, I realized how fortunate I am to live in America.  So many people say "I hate being American" I wanna slap them!!!  While my dad and I were buying food at Safeway, I realized how easy it is for us to have food, in some countries children are starving!!  It makes me feel selfish and horrible to know that even after being in this world for 16 years I still haven't done anything about this!  When I went outside to watch the fireworks from my dad's balcony I realized that as an American I have soooooo much power to do things for this world, and I WILL.  I am gonna do something great for mankind someday!  For one thing, I'm gonna help with the perservation of the earth, and I think that celebrating without fireworks will help!  Lately I have been really into some new artists.  Kelly Chen is a really cool Chinese pop artist!  She does all kinds of cool techno songs!!  And then there's an Initial D "song" that Emi introduced me to it's called the "Non Stop Mega Mix" I believe it has every song in the first season on it, it's 72 minutes long!!  My new favorite song is "Ba Kkwo" by Lee Jung Hyun she's another cool K-pop techno artist.  This song however is a coppy cat, I think... there is another song that sounds exactly like it by Sammi Cheng called "Mei Fei Se Wu" she's a Chinese pop artist.  Well, you all have a great 4th of July!  I'll be back in a week to tell loads of stuff!

7/3/03

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Yo!  Hehe I haven't written here in a while ^^;;  Well... a lot has happened since the last time I wrote.  Last Wed I babysitted my cute little neighbor for 9 hours!!  But it was kinda fun, she's a really sweetheart and can make me laught pretty hard!  Then later that night a friend of mine who moved near Olympia (Washington's state capital) confessed his love to me.  Talk about stressing me out!! >_>  So... I told him that I wasn't interested and that I am interested in someone else.  He understood and took it well ^^  I started my manga about 3 days ago and I have the cover and first page all drawn out, but I still need to tone and color them.  I'll get to do that when I go to my dad's house.  Yesterday I went over to Emi's house and that was really fun!!  We worked on manga and she finished her first chapter of her manga at http://geocities.com/zanthor_cystal/ I'm sooooooooooooooo proud of her ^o^  Later on yesterday my mom, my sister, my sister's friend Veo, and I all went to Wallmart and Target.  At Target I found this really cool watch (I've needed a watch for like 2 years, but never bothered to buy one ^^;;;) it's black leather (fake that is) with leather criss-crossings pinned down by small round metal studs (very rockerish ya?).  Then when we went to wallmart they had these AWESOME German soldier-looking jackets, so I HAD to buy one and I did.  To go with the jacket I also bought two big golden cross patches to put on the upper sleeves, and a bunch of little red stars to put in the front (like a soldier).  So yeah... I'm really digg'in it ^o^  Today, I've gotta get ready for my big trip to Oregon, I'm taking my dad's dune buggy (a log with him and my sis ^^) to the sand dunes do drive on em and stuff.  It's really fun and I'm sooooo proud of my dad getting his dune buggy done (he made it almost compleatly from scratch ^o^) he's been working on it for about 3-4 years now and it's finally done!  We are gonna stay down there for a week, while down there well stay in my dad's camper, but we'll also go into town and go see and movie and stuff like that.  The ride down there with take 8 hours O_o (that's probably not much to most of you, but it's the longest time I've been in a car).  But that's all fine and dandy cuz I ride in the camper the whole time, listening to music and drawing.  I'm gonna leave tomorrow for my dad's house then on the 4th we're going to a friend's house to celebrate with all of my family, well... my aunt's side of the family, but it's still my family too ^^  My aunt's family the Cirbies consists of like 4 brothers and 7 sisters I believe... yeah... BIG family, including each of their children as well O_O  After that, we're heading on out to boring old Oregon (except for the dunes and a FEW other places).  Oh yeah!  Yesterday I spent the night at Emi's house and we watched this really cool movie.  It's strange that I've never seen it before, but The Labryinth was soooooooooo cool ^o^  I love those old 80's fantasy movies ^^  David Bowie is SEXY stuff too *O*  *looks for Labryinth fanlisting*